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[Oct. 17th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
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I don't think anyone here remembers me, but in case you do I'm here now. Huggles. |
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| 3, 2, 1... |
[Jul. 8th, 2005|06:24 am] |
Go. Today I leave. I go to work-out, come home and eat, pack my mini-pack, go to work, drive to the airport, get on a plane, and go...to Bolivia. I'm on a mother-daughter missions trip from our church. I told a bunch of people but most forgot, except Megan. Lovely Megs never forgets about me. She phoned me last night and we talked for a good 40 minutes or so, it was so wonderful. I'm getting really sad and PMS-like now, I don't understand it. Mom will be right there, and so many other nice people. We'll be in a safe warm home with a nice family, good food and a shower. The political unrest has settled and there are no more rioters in the streets. I don't know why I'm so scared. Okay, I do. And it's so selfish. I'm scared of not getting what I want. I'm scared of not getting to stop when I want go when I want eat when I want sleep as much as I want curl up in a ball and listen to my music as much as I want. I like things the way I want. I like knowing that spur of the moment I can do what I want, i.e. make banana-nut pudding and sit in front of the TV watching Samurai Champloo. I'm going to miss my brother. He and I really understand each other now like friends instead of just siblings. I'm sad, so sad. I've been reading all this stuff and I really, really want to be a raw-foodie (foodist) but I can't try it now (it Bolivia it'll be mostly meat and potatoes, and cheese gives me tummy-aches) but it's not like my parents would let me, anyway. I don't know. I just needed to rant. I'm really so very, very glad I'm going though. That's the truth. But I don't need to worry about what I can and can't do, Jesus will do what needs to be done through me. I will be capable because of Him, I know it.
Wish me love. |
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| Shower me wih your... |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|09:06 am] |
lOvE.
It's been wayyyy too long since I posted here. A lot of stuffs has happened, so we'll start from the begining? Or maybe, we'll just start with most important.
On Sunday morning at approximately 2:25 PM, I was baptized, with my brother, in the Willow Creek. For thsoe of you who know of Willow Creek comunity church, you cna vouch for its rockin'-ness, and if you DON'T then you MUST go HERE. Just check it out. Anyway, it was the most amazing thing I can imagine. Being baptized isn't acepting the Lord, it's proclaiming that you have done so and want to make a formal statement. Being dunked in the river is just a plus. XD
I saw Batman Begins which could have been a wonderful movie, but was not. I would like to see Crash maybe, and I CANNOT WAIT for Charlie and the Chocolate Factory ::dies:: It comes out while I'm in Bolivia (Mother/Daughter Missions Trip) Two weeks until I go!
I've restarted going to the WSC and working with weights and machines. I think that having more muscle will give me a healthier body and more the look I'm going for >>stomach<< Because contrary to all the eating disorder communities on here (there's TONS! It's awful) that's not going to give you a flat stomach, until you die. Besides, more muscle and less fat means your body has a healthier and faster metabolism. Whatever, I won't preach in here I'm just excited. But I've started a higher protein diet which is kind of hard sometimes, especially since I can't cook...I <3 Tuna.
::sigh:: I can't think right now and it's really hot. Oh yeah, I got yelled at yesterday because Colt had a headache and I was "unsympathetic". I was also a "bitch" but we're going to try to forget about that to spare future counciling sessions about my childhood. 'Night all. |
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| Work... |
[Jun. 9th, 2005|02:37 pm] |
Rocks. Sucks. Is fun. Is tiring. Is demanding. Is slow. Is busy. Gives money. Makes me tired. Makes me stressed. Makes me laugh. Is worth it.
::sigh:: First day working at Subway. Only three hours and I'm wiped, what a wuss. Rejuvination comes in Teddy Grahams. ::dies:: More later. After sleep. |
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| Mmm...butter |
[Jun. 8th, 2005|08:59 am] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | Ready, Steady, Go - Laruku | ] |
::happy dance:: I just had apples and nut butter for breakfast. That's right, nut butter. Not peanut butter but sunflowernut butter. And it was good. Plus I just saw last night's epi of Full Metal Alchemist, thank heaven for TiVO, and it's my new obcession of dubbed anime. I normally can't stand dubbed, but I'm getting used to it. Oh, and anxiously awaiting the next Samurai Shianpuru (Champloo for you Americans XD like me) because it --wait, I guess this is my favorite. ::shrugs:: Adult Swim does an awesome job! Speaking of which, I have job training at Subway at 10:00. I was nervous for some reason last night, but now I'm not. Just excited. I think I'll hang out on Neopets until then. Doot doot. |
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| Muchas Grande ah...Funnas? |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|10:29 am] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | Three Days Later - FM Static | ] |
(Sum to total of my Spanish in title)
I have to post about how much fun my first days of summer were, and make all of you jealous XD
Sunday was the best, Celia and Kira and I are the people who can't sit in our seats! We went to Starbucks, then decided to go to the mall. We met up and went to Too Cool(the anime store), Walden Books, Hot Topic (goth kids store!! j/k) JC Penny, and...somewhere else? Oh, we got tea at the food court. I got/recieved/purchased:
Pocky Reverse (omfg the rockin--ness!!!)
Hello Kitty doll
Hello Kitty drink cup
Eerie Queerie! vol. 1 (a.k.a. Ghost)
Kana de Manga
White pants (for work)
Brown cargo pants (for no reason)
Arizona green tea ::drool::
Then after Mom and I practice-packed for Bolivia, I got to help dad grill for dinner. I love the way grills smell, it's so cool! Then Colt and I wen t on a really long walk to McDonalds to get pop. It rocked. This morning I met the lunch crew (Joey, Jeff, Megs) for breakfast @ The Nest Cafe! We pretended we were at school XD Now Mom's leaving for the dentist and I'm planning my next walk. If I get up to The White Hen I'll get a Diet Coke Slurpee ::drools more:: |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 2nd, 2005|01:47 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| |  & tired | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | The Beatles - Come Together | ] |
There is no longer anything to do online.
Seriously, it used to be an endless portal, now it seems reeeeeally empty. I just got home after 1st day of finals (not counting the Gym final yesterday, which was sitting, sitting, and more sitting). Today was Math and Science, my least favorite subjects. Luckily we had no History final and watched The Emporer's Club which is A GREAT MOVIE! Everybody ought to see it. I ate a Tom Tom Tamale when I got home, which was sooo good, except I good it wrong XD it's supposed to stay in the wrapper. ::shrug:: I'm SO friggin' ecstatic that tommorow is the last day! And I have a JOB (calling for details tonight)! Lots to be joyful about ^________^ Not to mention that Tuesdays 5-ish lb. weight gain is decreasing...slowly...with much hard work. T___T Why do asian people eat whatever they want and not get fat? I'm sorry, that's mean and racist, it just seems true. I bet they just walk more. Speaking of which, I'm avoiding going down on the treadmill but I really should. I was too tired to get up early this morning, and my mom's always pissed if I ask her to wake me up. ::sigh:: Maybe when I start bringing in money I'll earn some respect.
P.S. (XD) Has anyone seen the old Pepsi One commecial where the can keeps slidding away? Well it's actually REALLY HEAVY on the stomache. It's like drinking rocks. Okay, buhbai |
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| Because I am. |
[May. 31st, 2005|06:23 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| |  blank | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | Alice Deejay - Better Off Alone | ] |
 | You scored as Carrot Orange. You are carrot orange. You are different and a little bit strange. Your style is your own and you don\'t like to follow the mainstream.
Carrot Orange | | 100% | Bright Yellow | | 88% | Pure White | | 75% | Lime Green | | 75% | Turqoise | | 75% | Hot Pink | | 63% | Royal Violet | | 63% | Jet Black | | 38% | Gloomy Grey | | 25% | Blood Red | | 13% | </td>
Which Crayon Color Are Youu??
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| Opposite Day |
[May. 26th, 2005|03:48 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | Wo Qui Non Coin - Cowboy Bebop | ] |
What the fsuirujfshidzel is going on? The happenings of the last two days are so wierd it amazes me. I'm over the emotion of it so I can basically summarize it as though I were watching TV. Skip if you'd like.
( jump down the tunnel of darkness? )
In other news, Celia & I might just go to the June Con! @___@ I <3 My Mommy. My harp recital with my teacher is tonight, no big, just one sonatina movement. Our science group has to finish tommorow because our stupid laptop broke. Anthony won't leave me alone T__T I'm gaining weight for no apparent reason T__T I have weird meat cravings a lot, I know it's because I'm not eating enough protein-filled things, so we're gonna up that. Mmm cheese XD Gross question: Has anybody else ever had a yeast infection? X__x nasty. Tommorow is a half-day (REJOICE) so Joey and the posse are going to Episode III (I already saw once) and then I'm sleeping over at Megs and studying for my math final (so I don't fail please God) and...that's all. Oh, we had a meeting for the Bolivia Mother-Daughter Missions Trip last night, and I'm so excited now! I know it'll be hard, but I can't wait to give candy to all the little children and bathe the babies! ^_____^ happiness. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 18th, 2005|07:09 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | No Doubt - Don't Speak (Techno Remix) | ] |
You need love.
You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person
that just craves that fairy tale love where you
will be swept off your feet and live happily
ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or
dream about it so much that you either see all
the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell
yourself that anyone could be your soulmate.
You long to have someone by your side and you
want to give back on the romance part too, not
just give.
What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Fux0r. XP
{EDIT}
Now everyone can just LAUGH at this:
You are Ecstasy (aka: MDMA, XTC, adam...). You are
confused, you need everybody's support to feel
secure, you like to be around people, you have
your own fantasy world you run to every time
you feel helpless. You are classified as class
(A and B) illegal drugs.
What kind of Drugs are you? and how that reflect your personality?
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XDXDXD I so am though...it toatlly fits |
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| AniCon 05 |
[May. 17th, 2005|06:38 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | DAI - Honjitsu wa Seiten Nori | ] |
We came, we saw, we ran away screaming with glee...
Note: Yes, my photos suck. You're not the first (or last) to notice. Stuff it.
( we are what we paint ourselves to be... )
In other news...school should be stabbed repeatedly XD The massiveness...I know I'm just whining, but these last 2 weeks are the hardest. Finals will be fun because we'll just party all morning (between tests, that is) but we're just starting Julius Cesare (8 days? I think not Mrs. Himley) and we still have to present science projects, and learn another geometry chapter. For the love of God! At least history's over, and we're watching Monty Python ::dance dance:: Won't tell you the other couple things because this is public and oh hey! look at that! some beady eyes are watching me! XP I glomp you Cece, with all my heart (I wasn't talking about you...) |
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[May. 15th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | FMA - Ready, Steady, Go | ] |
I just had, the best day of my life (atl east it's up there on the list).
And nothing anyone does or says, or even a science essay I have no research for, can do anything about it.
Pictures tommorow.
<3 AniCentral |
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| Birfdae Pics |
[May. 11th, 2005|04:06 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| | , simply | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | Bjork - It's Oh So Quiet | ] |
I forgot to post picture from my special party day (sorry they're HUGE) XD They're pretty messed up. Aparently I have problems holding a camera strait.
( and many more... ) |
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| WO 4 eva |
[May. 9th, 2005|09:04 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | Hoku - Perfect Day | ] |
My latest obcession...Wonderland Overdrive. Go see it HERE under "tales" or the number 3. Check out the quizzie!!!
Which WO chara are you?
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yeSSSIE! I wanted to be Two ^___^ can ya tell? Ok, end.
P.S. Celia and I go to the CON this Sunday! Psyche! |
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| Birf-daee |
[Apr. 24th, 2005|04:40 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| | on life | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | 100 songs on my iPod | ] |
~*^________________________________________^*~
Yesterday was my birthday. I loved it. Today was good, too. And Friday. I don't understand why some people pay no mind to brithdays, that's 365 more days you've been alive. Respect yourself. At least, respect life itself.
Life is good.
<3
p.s. send me music. Petunia the iPod loves you! |
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| eternal non-updating... |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|03:44 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| | cheerful | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | Typical Tropical - Bambee | ] |
Geez, it's been so long since I updated last, it's almost a sin XD Saturday's my birthday, so I'm pretty psyched. I guess I'm still at an age where birthdays are really special to me, I mean that I know a lot of kids who really don't care anymore, and most adults don't. But to me it's a really important day, a whole year alive on this earth is a really amazing thing to celebrate!(!!111 XD) But, whatever, I hope I enjoy my birthday all my life. I go to see Jana (psychiatrist) today, I only have 20 minutes, but when I get back (after dinner) I have birthday cookies to make. ^___^ I really hope Meg decorates my locker tommorow! I'm gonna have so much fun...::dancedance:: |
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| The End (of today that is...) |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|09:18 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| | &singin' | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | some crazy j-pop | ] |
::sigh:: The end of a weekend is always sad. I think I said that before XD But now I'm listening to Celia's burned J-pop mix, I finished Gravi 10, and I can do ANYTHING! XDXDXD Here's from coffee today, check us OUT.
( Kore wa, motto ga arimasu ne? ) |
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| Sunday |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|10:16 am] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| | content | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | none | ] |
I am not tired. Not yet at least. I am a person who nermally stays up to 10 or so, gets up for school at 6 and gets up on weekends at 7 or 8. I stayed up until 1 am last night, then got up at 7 to go grocery shopping with mom. I know I'm a wuss to many of you but I am going to diiiieee. Especially because I have to study for the Practice AP test in History tommorow. Wait, is that the practice AP test? @___@ No idea...Luckily I meet with Cece today for Japanese ::dance, dance:: Fun-ness! Oh, I almost forgot, I get GRAVI 10!! She said in her journal that Karen might be comming, so The Lord only knows what's going down. Or up. Best of luck.
P.S. I had Giant Pocky last night ::drool::
( the empty wrappers... ) |
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| l0ser saturday |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|01:50 pm] |
| [ | *feelin' |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | *jammin' |
| | The Pillows | ] |
Did you know? This knew freeipods.com is all over the net, but it's NOT free X-X duhr. You have to sign up with a paid service first, so DON'T GO! The sith approaches XD Episode III comes out soon! I'm totally going. I have 30 minutes or so until we're leaving for church, Randy Travis is coming so the place will be PACKED. My church is awesome, SUPER RAD, so go check it out HEEEERE. That's like pluggage. I can't think of anything else to say, I just really wanted to update. Cece and I really have to plan our outfits for the con, that is, if she's cosplaying with me ::crosses fingers:: AP test comes up in 3 weeks @___@ I'm dead. Mom just came in, yelled at me about food, then left laughing about the dog. ::sigh:: simply, wtf? |
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